Y Not? Enjoying Life In My Own Way - II !!!!

To the special people in my life...

2011-01-24T06:08:00.000-08:00

Life's wonder lies in moving through the peaceful pace with the same grace as the hectic pace. As I wanted to write more, searching for words with expressions, yet the words are not coming, leaving the page to remain empty. In over stress emotions block the words and in peace no feeling to express in words. Ups and downs in life gives brightness to life. And I thank the people who have been giving brightness in my life creating a wonderful life, giving shine in dark moments of life.

Exhausted...

2010-10-04T01:33:00.000-07:00

Felt very tired emotionally and physically. Weekend didnt help me to cheer up. Its new to feel weak without disappointment, anger or any other emotions. May be I have become more matured not to feel strong emotions. And also when i knew the reality, expectations are realistic.

I felt bored encountering same type of people in different pattern. Meeting a new person does not give joy of knowing a new character. Rather than I feel all are same except the shape and colour. I need to meet somebody who is not programmed to the same pattern of life, who is willing to view the world in different colour. After all I need some fresh air to boost my enery level.

How long the air will blow in the same direction!!!

Friend...

2010-09-27T04:12:00.000-07:00

Losing a friend is a time of sadness. We dont know where the friend has gone, but he is no longer your friend. "The loss of a friend is like that of a limb, time may heal the anguish of the wound, but the loss can not be repaired". Yesterday brought the beginning, today brings the end and some where in the middle we lost our friendship.

Good bye!!!

Work...

2010-07-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Quality of work is not important for the management, but how long you are inside the office matters. Learnt this today :) Good experience.

Nick names...

2010-07-05T00:40:00.000-07:00

Most of the people wont be addressed by their name but by their nick names. Priya, Piya, Doll, heroine are few nick names of mine. And the latest addition is Manirathnam's heroine. It made me laugh when i heard about the reason of that name. My reply for mail is short in one line, chat in one word and that made people to suggest to write screen play for Manirathnam.

I am too good in putting nick name for others. Even in office we always use nick name. Bulb, charlie chaplin(CC) are always make us laugh by their behaviour.

Yey...

2010-06-30T04:20:00.001-07:00

After a long time i felt like blogging. I am in a very good mood and happy. Sometimes coming out from a relationship, break up will make you feel what it costs. Some times it makes you breath freely with freedom. It is always painful to say good bye to a person you like, but life is like that. And i was thinking why we judge people and how we judge people with the small informations we get.

In the beginning of a relationship everything seems perfect. We adjust for each other. But it changes as time grew. And at some point we start to be careless with words, behaviours and attitude towards the person whom we love. Then comes indecisiveness in life, which quickly erases the beauty of love. Till the moment we were together your voice, your talk made my heart flutter.

Decay of love

Decay of feelings

Decay of relationship

You and Me

To GP...

2009-09-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

Dear GP... Happy B'day...

Ability...

2009-08-24T22:41:00.000-07:00

The talent to read a person's thought is a gift. Some times it is a curse. You can help people with this. But you cant choose which things to know. You can use it to trick a person. Tell me whether it is a gift or curse?
I have tried to think from other people's point of view. Some times its funny. But most of the times it has helped me to understand a person in a better way.

Devilish Angel is back to Blog World...

2009-08-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hi Guys,

After a long time I am back to blog world. Its like meeting an old friends. Missed you all. Yesterday I was thinking about a serious topic to blog. Soon will write it as a post...

Dream...

2009-03-13T11:58:00.000-07:00

I lived in the moments
again in my dream
we met
we laughed
we talked
in the world so far away.

It was not easy
to reach you
as we were busy
with our life
unable to remember
the past.

Those moments
are still in my brain
as i got up
facing the reality.
Still it was not easy
to reach you.

Trust...

2009-02-11T11:46:00.001-08:00

New...

2008-12-11T23:56:00.001-08:00

One of Gautam Buddha's most significant contributions to the spiritual life of humankind was to insist to his disciples, "Be a light unto yourself." Ultimately, each of us must develop within ourselves the capacity to make our way through the darkness without any companions, maps or guide.

Music...

2008-10-30T01:41:00.000-07:00

Listened the songs from DDLJ, Dasavatharam, Unnalae unnalae(this film has beautiful story), and Thaen thaen from kuruvi till the charge of ipod is over last night.
ஆத்மா...

தூங்கும் பொழுதும்
கனவுகளில்
தூங்காமல்
நான்

Got these poetic lines in mind. Wonder I still remember it in morning also.

Time...

2008-09-16T00:15:00.000-07:00

PAST...
நம்முடைய நட்பு ஒரு மோதலில் தான் ஆரம்பித்தது. புத்தக கடையில் நாம் கோபத்துடன் பேசிய வார்த்தைகள் மறந்து விட்டாலும் உன் கோபமான முகம் இன்னமும் நினைவில் இருக்கிறது. சில மாதங்களுக்கு பிறகு அதே கடையில் உன்னைப் பார்த்தபோது என்னை பார்த்து புன்னகை செய்தாய்.உன்னை நான் கவனிக்க ஆரம்பித்த நொடி அது தான். நாம் பகிர்ந்து கொன்ட கவிதைகள், கதைகள் தான் எத்தனை. நம்மை மறந்து பேசும் போது நம்மை பார்த்த பொறாமைக் கண்கள் தான் எத்தனை. உன் மூலமாக எனக்கு கிடைத்த தோழிகள் தான் எத்தனை.என் பிரச்சனைகளை உன்னிடம் பகிர்ந்து கொன்ட போது உன் கண்களில் கவலையைப் பார்த்தேன். குரலில் வருத்தத்தை கேட்டேன். உன் கண்களை சந்திக்க முடியாமல் முகத்தை வேறுபுறம் திருப்பி கண்களில் சிரிப்பை வரவழைத்துக் கொன்டு உன்னைப் பார்த்தேன். உனக்கு மட்டும் அப்பொழுது நடிக்க தெரியவில்லை. கோபத்துடன் என்னை முறைத்துப் பார்த்தாய். ரசித்தேன் நான். உன் பிரச்சனைகளை என்னிடம் சொன்ன போது என் முகம் வேறு பக்கமாக திரும்பியே இருந்தது . நடிக்க முடியவில்லை என்னால்.நம் நட்பை இனிமையாக்குவது இந்த விடையே இல்லாத பிரச்சனைகள் தான்.மீன்டும் சந்திப்போம் உதட்டில் சிரிப்புடனும் கன்களில் குறும்புடனும்.
PRESENT...
I met her after a long time. I was shocked to see the difference in her. No smile, brightness in the face and the words were not confident. I still cant understand what made her like that. Experiences changes a person, but it made a cruel remark in her life. For me experiences has made my mind like a stone and made me an easily going, dont care type person.

Friends...

2008-09-08T23:31:00.000-07:00

After long time I met my kid friend T.S who is 4 yrs old. I cannt forget the welcome smile which she gave me. She had learnt some more tamil words to talk to me. And have talked to my dumbo friend for hours in phone. The memories of friends refreshes the mind.

Recipe For Life - I ...

2008-08-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

Cooking. I dont know whether everybody loves to cook. Recently I found it interesting. The dishes I tried recently is kazhi(its a kind of nutrious food) and brinjal chutney. Have to find blogs related to recipes :)

Changes...

2008-08-26T00:39:00.000-07:00

Changes are the only things which are permanent. Experiences changes, moulds our character. Time, experiences make us to forget the people whom we loved a lot.

When U R Right...

2008-08-21T01:40:00.000-07:00

When you are in love
You feel yourself attracted
towards the person you love.

It is not a competition
and no need for you
to defeat the person you love.

When you have problems
I share your worries.
When i face challenges
you, too share the thrill.

Some fragile egos want
to see their partners lose.
Some cruel souls want
their partners to be wrong.

Love helps
love strengthens
love motivates
love moulds.

Love dont have reason to win.
Love can afford to lose
whether its
word game
puzzles
quizzes.

When you win the game,
I am glad.
When I know the answer
you are happy.

It is not a competition
and no need for you
to defeat the person you love.
P.S : This post is dedicated to my dumbo friend who doesnt know what love is and suffering b'cos of it :)

I wonder...

2008-08-18T23:49:00.000-07:00

Still wonder what makes people to fall in love .

Back...

2008-08-14T12:44:00.000-07:00

Happy To Be Back...