Ready...

 Lol... Its about how to play with narcissist. Some times we can not avoid to spend time with them.  To entertain myself on such occasions, what I have planned to do is, when they praise about themselves, for example "I drive car very well?!" , I will talk about costly cars, what costly car my close friend is having.. or have you participated in any car race?! I expect more from you type discussion.

Never ever accept or acknowledge their achievements(so called achievements)

Next time seeing me, the narcissist have to run.

I am ready with detailed study about U. Are you ready to face me?!

Purpose of life...

 Everybody at some point in life think, "what is the purpose of my life?" General question but it has different answers for different people. Also in each step of life, the answer get unfolded layer by layer.

For example an empath born to a narcissist parent will find it tough to differentiate good and bad people. They under go the narcissist parent's control, dominant act, gas lighting, love bombs. It makes them to feel the world will be like this. A narcissist parent dont allow their child to shine in any area of their life.  Child's life is doomed. But may be if the child at certain age understands about narcissism, then there will be a chance to escape. So its not possible in our culture. May be in abroad.

Why an empath and narcissist are in the same family? It is to make them to understand their weakness and transform. It will be a painful process. But once the empath transforms, then they start to grow in handling people very well.

Now the empath's life purpose is to become a narcissist slayer. Narcissist people will stand in queue to get sweet punishments from the transformed empath. The power of the transformed empath lies in how fast they can identify and take action.

It always make me laugh when people think their life's purpose is to serve others(Suits you if you are a narcissist person). lol.

Your life's purpose starts at the place/home where you were born. Everybody's purpose is different. Mine is unique and special. I am the Devilish Angel. I have seen the two extreme sides of me, yet I try to stay in the middle.

Dreams came true?!

 People dream when they sleep. But my dreams are different. I see the future in it. So I journal it seriously for few months in 2020 dream journal. When I checked it now, I was curious to see mostly it came true or coming true. Intuitive personalities see patterns and can see it as dreams as per science. But some things can not be explained by science I think.

But one thing is very different. In 2020 my maturity level was less and the feeling towards any incident was intense. Now when the things which I saw in dream  happened in real, I did not get emotional that much.

So the lesson is as you gain maturity day by day, you can face anything with less emotion.

Now I dont get dreams, but gained new power. When I wake up, a song lyrics will come in my mind.

I have started to note it down as dream song journal. lol. 

Jealous of narcissist?!

 I have been learning so many things about narcissist recently. The information is negative about them. I  have sharpened my skills to find them earlier and set boundaries.

Positive things about narcissist : They take care of them very well. Healthy body, active brain. Since they have to manipulate people, they need sharp brain, so they give importance to their health. Their ego get boosted by their flying monkeys(technical term for their victim... lol). Their love bomb(actions) are impressive which makes their victims to trust them.

Why I am jealous? My ego level wont raise even if the whole world praise me. For them its easy. They give high priority to themselves.

Note 1 : You can not escape from a narcissist unless you have healthy body and active/sharp brain.

Note 2 : Observe the narcissist behaviour when they are with the flying monkey(ie their victim which can be friend or family member). It will be obvious about the manipulation, dominating character.

Mystery & Universe

 Universe works in mysterious ways. Most of the time if we observe it well, we can see the patterns. Every situation has some learnings from it. So when I wanted to study psychology Universe conducted me a test.  I developed self worth, self esteem to some extend and Universe sent me a narcissist person to test it. Every human being has some percentage of narcissism. If it is less than 35 %, then good. Above 80 % means its dangerous to others. The person I met will be having above 90%

First I thought its superiority complex as there was so much self praise. I didnt mind it. Then same self praise in few hours(now it was boring). 

Then comes the manipulation. How that person is twisting the events and attack other people's emotions. It happens automatically in few seconds, so that person had lot of experience in it.

Job nature was clerical, but since a narcissist will be living in am imaginary level, the behaviour was like a CEO. lol...

Controlling nature - Only slaves are allowed in narcissist world.

They dont have empathy. They cant understand or recognize other's emotion. 

So how will you handle this? That was the test. Though the event was initiated by the narcissist, I wrote the ending clearly. I just took control and treated the narcissist as a kid directing to do this, do that etc... lol

I just made sure it will make look like a villian.

Reduced the communication, proved that I am not a people pleaser, I am not nice, can be rude when it required.

I love to watch ghost movies.  I love it when it has part 2 part 3 etc...

But I dont want narcissist part 1 part 2 etc.... It was scary actually ... hahaha... Though I acted with courage...

But I learned one thing. Self love should be strong to beat and escape from a narcissist.

And I said to the Universe, I have passed in the test. I didnt hesitate to take charge of a narcissistic person.

When you encounter such people understand it is a test by Universe, develop your self esteem, and expand your friends circle, find a support group. Thats what I did.

  

Narcissist...

 Met a different personality recently and got scared. lol. Scared is because of the manipulation done by that person. Started to collect information and finally understood that person is a narcissist. So now learning about how to handle a narcissist. 

As of now I am following " be silent, no action, reaction, no communication" ...

Next ?!

 Sometimes in life we get clarity about the upcoming test from our fellow human beings. Its aways tougher than the previous one.

Will it be a govt employee with less work in office and time pass with doing politics among the colleagues?

Lol

Yes, I am getting ready!!!

How can I describe that person? Control freak in a single word.