I miss my friend very badly for few days. A friend who made me to focus on work, understand me without expressing it, tells my faults boldly, and mostly give the right answer when I need.
Universe where are you hiding my friend?!!
Feeling great about myself with each step I take in my life because I spread Happiness!!!
I miss my friend very badly for few days. A friend who made me to focus on work, understand me without expressing it, tells my faults boldly, and mostly give the right answer when I need.
Universe where are you hiding my friend?!!
I am preparing for my travel for studies. I was planning to stay at my Aunty home initially, but changed it last minute. As a kid I was scared of her. She was very cruel towards other kids but affectionate towards her own children. I thought old age should have changed her, but she did not.
My conversion was like this in phone.
Aunt : how you will go to University from my home?
Me : Cab
Aunt : no, go by bus. Start early from home.
Seriously??!!
More over I got a bad dream today morning and woke up with slight fever. I remember the voice saying, " You are in purgatory" in my dream. So after hearing my Aunty's talk, I have confirmed may be my dream is saying about her. lol...
But I plan to visit her in weekend, so that I can blog about her. hahaha...
I just want to over come the fear of my Tyrant Aunt.
Last night I calculated expenses to complete the course. And decided I can not afford it. Its fun when I get the schedule for classes today.
The people with whom I am planning to attend the course are rich, travel in AC 1st class only. My finance allows sleeper class.
So I know, this is how it is going to end...
Know what? I did not consider this factor. And I realized it now only.
Most people think distance education is cheap and easy to learn. Truth is it is not. I got study material which is not at all relevant to the text books given in syllabus. So I have to study both. Fee is less but when you travel to attend classes, stay and food costs more.Thus distance education is costly if you are far away from the place you are learning.
If you are in calendar year batch, your semester 1 & 2 exams will conducted at the year end. Continuos exams with out holidays. Oh My God!!!
I know all these things after joining only.
I concentrate on the things on which I have control. So I study.
Itharkku thaabe aasai pattai balakumara song is playing in my mind.
So what happened?
I got study material and was very much disappointed by it.
Study material was prepared by 5 to 6 professors, but they forgot to prepare from the text books mentioned in the syllabus.
Text books are easy to read and this study material is like a drunken man's rambling.
I am very much disappointed.
So I was thinking how they will take class? From the study material or from the text book?!!
Every bad thing has some good effect.
After studying that study material(!!!) my work related study is looking easy and simple... lol
Some times we wish for things to happen, but at that time we get second thoughts. Wish dont have logic(my wishes are like that, but after happening it will be like I perfectly planned for it with future outlook!!!) I am not that wise, but my intuition is wiser.
So instead of wasting time to get confused, I eliminated the worries about "things which are not in my control" and allowed the wish to happen.
1st chinna chinna aasai - is happening...
I thank The Universe for making it happen.
I write when I have negative emotion.
Good news first. I got admission but now confused about joining.
Confusion is good or bad?!
Can I join and try for one semester?
I have to depend on others to attend the classes.
I need counselling to join psychology course, lol.