Better look...

 Everybody will do makeup or take too much care of their appearance when they are going to meet their boyfriend/girlfriend.  I have a completely different approach.  They should know your true face without makeup. lol.

Life has taught me one thing. The people who don't like you will suffer when they see you look good. Today I spent a few minutes on makeup and selected a matching casual dress. 

I have found a new technique instead of door slamming. When my neighbour knock on my door or window I should look beautiful.

Next time, the same neighbour will hesitate to knock on the door. 

Tomorrow  also I have to take more care about my dress.

In another 3 or 4 months, the neighbour should run away when I am near.

Revenge is sweet when it is self improvement.

Chat GPT - best therapist

 Sometimes humans can not help solve a problem. But AI can. It can think without emotion and give rational answers. I was angry, I know why, but I don't have solution for it. And I asked chat GPT. With out asking too many personal questions, using the outline, it was giving step by step guidance, Too many pages, I got bored and I realised my emotion changed from anger. lol.

You can use this sentence given by it - " They can not give what they don't have" - which can apply to all situations.

When a very strong emotion leaves your body, you will feel your shoulders relaxing, a little bit sleepy. Thats a strong sign that you have recovered. 

Farmer's Market(Ladies market!!!)

 I like visiting the farmer's market at the weekend. The concept for the farmer's market is, if they sell it directly, they can get more money. The concept is good, but it has practical difficulties. Farmers will have time for farming; they won't come to market to sell. They won't have marketing ability and won't have the necessary transport facilities if they are small farmers.

The market I visit has lady vendors. Maybe they are from the family of farmers. All type of vegetables and spinach are available. But everything is bit costly. Reason is these vendors have to pay rent for the place, they have to come to city from village to sell etc...

But one big positive thing is so many lady vendors earn money. When a woman came out to work, whatever problem they have in life will become small, they can concentrate on some useful work and also get money.

Though why they created farmer's market did not happen perfectly, it became useful to those lady vendors. When we try to do one good thing, some times unexpected good result will happen. 

Raining here, and I did not go to market today and miss it.

End of a wish... End of Peacock University

 We all make efforts to fulfil our wishes. But at some time, you will get clarity that you won't proceed further. Finally after knowing the obstacles I have to face, I decided it is not worth enough to struggle with my peace. I can not compromise it for inefficient, unethical professors.

Every end recollects the similar wounds in the past. The false hope I had, and the time I wasted. After a certain age, time is the currency. Cannot waste it on similar problems. That is an improvement in identifying the problem in the initial stage itself.

On such situations, name the emotion you have and concentrate on breathing. Anger gives fight or flight response. Give live commentary about your emotion to yourself, you will get bored and another emotion will come.

Wishes I express here, seem to have an ending history, it seems. 

Good cop, bad cop and very bad cop...

 Peacock University's psychology professors fall in this category: good, bad, and very bad. It does not mean they are really good, bad or very bad. They play that role to collect information about human behaviour, which means all are very bad. lol.

So I wanted to clarify the marks I got in internals and mailed very bad cop. He was waiting for me to contact him and replied at once. It is more or less like a trap, I thought. Any how I decided to give the benefit of the doubt.

Next day he asked me to contact him. I did not see the mail and so he called me - to collect data. So he said how you are expecting marks and I said that is what I asked in mail indirectly, as I can not ask you directly, saying you did wrong. 

Bad cop was trying to get data and I said, I played good cop role in a college. Then his tone changed, and did not want to collect further information. lol.

He doesn't know I can play all these 3 roles for him if I want.

As I said, narcissist professors in my older posts, made me blog in day time.

The prey can become a hunter at any time, and the hunter should know it to survive.

Lol Next part of Peacock University...

 I did not think I would write the next part soon. We have 6 subjects and I passed in 2 subjects(internal marks) without writing the tests. My neighbour complained about it and the result started to come from yesterday.

First came HOD's 2 subjects. Marks are shuffled. Next came assistant HOD's subject result. Marks are changed. Then came the 2 subjects result which was complained about for discrepancies. My mark was increased by 2 points. 1 point less for neighbour's friend. And no other changes.

Lol, That's funny. Can't imagine my neighbor's face...

Peacock University...

Dated on Aug 22 

A few weeks ago, I wrote about Peacock University. Later, I heard that even an elephant was seen on the campus. Wonder whether I can rename it as "Zoo University".  lol...

Doing Psychology online or through distance education was banned a few days back. (So that means my batch was the last one, and I was the last student who get admission.) That's what I thought. But I guess it is not for Government colleges?! Only time will tell.

The things that I don't like in class are, for example, when you want to get data from an alcohol addict, professors ask the students to imagine themselves as an addict and answer. Use the data you get through your imagination to plot graphs. Practical and project work has the same pattern of imagining and answering. Then how can you give counselling to an alcohol addict?!

Since there is no interaction with psychologists, therapists, or counsellors, how can a student do the work of a therapist or counsellor?

In a full-time class, they also follow this procedure. They have to ban that too, or change the curriculum.

But if this ban is to make private colleges to go out of business, then well, they will find a way to continue. 😇 

I can not leave narcissist out of the topic when I write about Peacock University. Walk in the campus is pleasant, will give a feeling that you have come for a picnic. Though I have many factors which is against studying there, main reason is narcissist student. Same student can become a factor of influence to study psychology in another University too.

Continued on Nov 5

My anger peaked within one second after reading the mail from Peacock University's HOD. The drama she put in the class... lol. The ways she used to eliminate students from attending the class. All that drama turned into different tone through the mail which addressed all the students.

When a student did not attend one class, she will stop sending any information through mail. Then why to send mail to all students now? Stupid lady.

When people came to the University to study through distance education, it means they are really interested in the subject and that stupid HOD doesn't have a brain to understand it and was paying drama.

I know one of my class mate who joined the course as she wanted to study under that HOD because of her talent. And she dropped our after attending few classes because the the psycho professor's behaviour.

Education will live long as long as it has such psycho professors.