End of a wish... End of Peacock University

 We all make efforts to fulfil our wishes. But at some time, you will get clarity that you won't proceed further. Finally after knowing the obstacles I have to face, I decided it is not worth enough to struggle with my peace. I can not compromise it for inefficient, unethical professors.

Every end recollects the similar wounds in the past. The false hope I had, and the time I wasted. After a certain age, time is the currency. Cannot waste it on similar problems. That is an improvement in identifying the problem in the initial stage itself.

On such situations, name the emotion you have and concentrate on breathing. Anger gives fight or flight response. Give live commentary about your emotion to yourself, you will get bored and another emotion will come.

Wishes I express here, seem to have an ending history, it seems. 

Good cop, bad cop and very bad cop...

 Peacock University's psychology professors fall in this category: good, bad, and very bad. It does not mean they are really good, bad or very bad. They play that role to collect information about human behaviour, which means all are very bad. lol.

So I wanted to clarify the marks I got in internals and mailed very bad cop. He was waiting for me to contact him and replied at once. It is more or less like a trap, I thought. Any how I decided to give the benefit of the doubt.

Next day he asked me to contact him. I did not see the mail and so he called me - to collect data. So he said how you are expecting marks and I said that is what I asked in mail indirectly, as I can not ask you directly, saying you did wrong. 

Bad cop was trying to get data and I said, I played good cop role in a college. Then his tone changed, and did not want to collect further information. lol.

He doesn't know I can play all these 3 roles for him if I want.

As I said, narcissist professors in my older posts, made me blog in day time.

The prey can become a hunter at any time, and the hunter should know it to survive.

Lol Next part of Peacock University...

 I did not think I would write the next part soon. We have 6 subjects and I passed in 2 subjects(internal marks) without writing the tests. My neighbour complained about it and the result started to come from yesterday.

First came HOD's 2 subjects. Marks are shuffled. Next came assistant HOD's subject result. Marks are changed. Then came the 2 subjects result which was complained about for discrepancies. My mark was increased by 2 points. 1 point less for neighbour's friend. And no other changes.

Lol, That's funny. Can't imagine my neighbor's face...

Peacock University...

Dated on Aug 22 

A few weeks ago, I wrote about Peacock University. Later, I heard that even an elephant was seen on the campus. Wonder whether I can rename it as "Zoo University".  lol...

Doing Psychology online or through distance education was banned a few days back. (So that means my batch was the last one, and I was the last student who get admission.) That's what I thought. But I guess it is not for Government colleges?! Only time will tell.

The things that I don't like in class are, for example, when you want to get data from an alcohol addict, professors ask the students to imagine themselves as an addict and answer. Use the data you get through your imagination to plot graphs. Practical and project work has the same pattern of imagining and answering. Then how can you give counselling to an alcohol addict?!

Since there is no interaction with psychologists, therapists, or counsellors, how can a student do the work of a therapist or counsellor?

In a full-time class, they also follow this procedure. They have to ban that too, or change the curriculum.

But if this ban is to make private colleges to go out of business, then well, they will find a way to continue. 😇 

I can not leave narcissist out of the topic when I write about Peacock University. Walk in the campus is pleasant, will give a feeling that you have come for a picnic. Though I have many factors which is against studying there, main reason is narcissist student. Same student can become a factor of influence to study psychology in another University too.

Continued on Nov 5

My anger peaked within one second after reading the mail from Peacock University's HOD. The drama she put in the class... lol. The ways she used to eliminate students from attending the class. All that drama turned into different tone through the mail which addressed all the students.

When a student did not attend one class, she will stop sending any information through mail. Then why to send mail to all students now? Stupid lady.

When people came to the University to study through distance education, it means they are really interested in the subject and that stupid HOD doesn't have a brain to understand it and was paying drama.

I know one of my class mate who joined the course as she wanted to study under that HOD because of her talent. And she dropped our after attending few classes because the the psycho professor's behaviour.

Education will live long as long as it has such psycho professors.

Survival of the fittest...

 Previous generation females did not go out to work; they were housewives. This generation which is currently above 40years, they work or help their husband/family in their family business. These things are good. BUT, Do the women have enough health care support? Are the doctors managing this generation gap in health?

The answer is no. Doctors are still working with the previous generation's data, health care techniques. I usually buy groceries at a shop run by a couple.  I always have a chat with the wife. She got abdominal pain and went to doctor. She thought she had kidney stones. After checking her, doctor was silent for few minutes and did not talk. Prescribed her medicines. She came home. After some time doctor called her family and said she had liver type 2. He just made it like a "you are going to die" scenario.

Grocery store couple were sad, and when I asked, they said about the incident. As far as I know it is not a deadly disease.  A change in life style, food  habit  combined with exercise can reverse it.

I am not a doctor to suggest vitamins to help. I can not change society. But I can give a few words which can give hope. That's what I did. 

Women have to learn about their health. Otherwise, your doctor will scare you. 😈 lol

Karma on speed dial...

 This is the continuation of this post . You can read it before diving into this post. I wrote it in the 1st week of august. Always there will be a lesson to learn from our life's incidents and other people life. We can understand it when we have awareness about it.

Coming to this incident, the girl was watching the old lady ill-treating others. It is an unwritten rule that when a person behaves badly to another person, it won't be the first or last.  they are like that to everybody most of the time.

From old lady's perspective - I am religious, I pray to God daily, and God has blessed me with my husband's pension money.  Others are sinners, I have to correct them, because I am blessed. 

From God's perspective, I am watching you and taking note of everything, and when your bad karma reaches a point, I will teach you a lesson.

From the girl's perspective - Waste of time to think about why snake bites. It is its nature. Bad people live happily, torturing others.

And that day came when that old lady's bad karma became stronger. Her pension money and bank did not allow her to take the money. They said identification mismatch. Your signature is different in different documents. So get a new identity card, and then only you will get your money.

Old lady started to pray aggressively. She can not believe this is happening to her. She did not thought it seriously. She took her relatives to get money from bank. And the bank officials said, we need your new identity card.

All these years that old lady was receiving money and suddenly her identity/signature mismatch was found. Why? 

God wanted her to learn to be humble and not to ill-treat other humans.

The girl was like a person who gave the lady court order saying, "you got a court order".

God wants to make the girl watch to see that lesson too. Learning lessons from others life is less painful than experiencing it in their own life.

It will take few months for the old lady to get the new identity card. But, will she learn the lesson?

I don't think so.

This is Devilish Angel, speaking about Karma on dial...

 

Love bombs and controlling moves...

 Its all about narcissists. Why empaths get cheated by their act is, they love bomb for sometime and then try to show you they are controlling your life. 

Peacock University's internal results came. And I passed in 2 subjects. The reaction from my neighbor was to complaint about the marks scored by few students(including me) lol. And she told me what she has done. It is to show that I have control over your life. For a long time, I was expecting such a public move and that's it. In my dictionary it is time to "door slam". 

Narcissist thrive in attention. Dont give your attention and ignore them, they will get hurt. And when my neighbor asked me to meet her, I refused. No need to maintain courtesy. You door slam and they will knock your door. lol. Thats what has happened.

Talked with her and now she was saying her sad story. Nice try.

She gained back her weight. And as she did not get victims, got depressed.

Nothing in life is permanent. Our beauty, brain, health, money, family, friends, etc.

Whatever we have, to sustain it, we have to take lot efforts.