Sunday, July 5, 2026

See the image, anything special in it?

 This is what I thought when I saw that lady's reaction.

As I don't like to be followed by goats and cows, I changed my walking route to residential areas where I can walk in a place with trees on both sides. And that is how I found that temple.

I usually smile when I see any female in the temple. After a few days of smiling, usually people like to go to the next level. That is talking about why they visit the temple and all.

One old lady asked me why you are visiting this temple when you have temples near your house. And I said here God's face is beautiful. That's why. lol. Then I added that seeing God's face, my mind becomes calm. The old lady blessed me. 

Another day, another lady entered the temple when I was leaving. She looked at my legin and I could see her jealousy. She wanted to start a conversation and asked what is your husband doing? You don't have to be Sherlock Homes to know whether a female is married or not. I said I am not married. I understand she asked that question to make me upset. At that time a female monk came near us. She should have thought to rescue me. We asked the temple open and close time from her. Then that lady asked me what work you are doing. I answered in a few words and said I have to start my work in a few minutes and see you some other time. I made her feel that I was financially independent, but she is not.



I find a similarity between my neighbour narcissist in her.

Narcissist always start with a question to prove that they have something special which we don't have. Though I did not think too much at that time, I made her feel she didn't have everything. lol. That is why I am a narcissist slayer.

Anybody can buy and wear a legin, what is there to feel jealous? I don't understand.

I changed my time slot a bit earlier to visit the temple so that I will be free from these talks. But once in a while I plan to visit when they visit as it is really interesting to see people's emotion when they see a stranger.


Myths or Facts?

 Sometimes I think a lot. Now also I was thinking what to write as I have so many things. But I can choose only a few.

I learned a lot about my personality type from the internet. It says my type of people are visionaries, long-term thinkers. I don't know whether I think like that. But I thought, let me try it anyway. I selected my specimen(naricssist neighbour for that). lol.

As usual, she only talks about something. And last time she asked about Peacock University. I told her that I am trying for this job at my company, so I cannot continue my studies at Peacock University. I am already in that job; she doesn't know that, though. I will tell stories about my hardwork in getting qualified for it if she continues to communicate with me. And finally I will tell her I got the job. This is how I think in the long term. 😊 Start by using this technique to look like a Long term thinker/ Visionary. It is like copying a technique, till you gain expertise in it to have a uniqueness.


Everybody likes my personality type?!

Nope... A big no. Most people are insecure about themselves. And when they come near me, they can feel they are less than me and start to hate me in seconds, especially a narcissist. My growth as a person developed when I accepted the fact that I can not please everybody and feel okay if a person doesn't like me.

Did babies and animals get attracted to me and calm when I am near?

Yes, as they see me as a potential candidate to dominate. 😇

When I started walking as a daily ritual, I walked in the places where goats eat grass. One day all the goats started to follow me. I thought, oh my God, goats are thinking I am Jesus. lol. Most of the pictures I saw, Jesus was holding a goat in his lap. 


As the goats are following me, I feel like a pied piper. I wanted to check whether the goats can hear my mind voice. I told myself, "I had mutton yesterday. I can eat you too" No reaction from them. lol 

Then I understand, they are watching me daily and they can identify me. Since I am familiar to them they followed me to know how it feels to walk without grazing.



My personality type is humble

Yes. Even goats can identify me. But I can see them as black sheep, white sheep. And goats are more brilliant than me in a very few ways, as I can not identify them by their face. 😇 This way, the Universe humbles me always.