And the invisible mode continues...

 I like only the two extreme modes. Invisible or fully in the spotlight. Invisible mode helps to relax and plan. Spotlight mode is ruled by my shadow. People love my spotlight(shadow) mode. I don't think much in that mode, and it's a great performance. My best friend became my friend by seeing my spotlight mode.

Wow, what confidence, he said.

And I said, it's not confidence, it is a show off, I was saying to others, I have what you don't have.

Recently, I did not feel any emotion other than anger. The same neighbor's envy anger. lol (Refer to my previous posts to know about the owner's pride, neighbor's post)
People behave irrationally when they are angry. But I am always cool and composed when I am angry. 

I miss my best friend a lot, and he can not be replaced.